December 2010
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Please, stop...
«Can you please stop it? You’re hurting me…» «Stop what?» «You know, that thing you do all the time, when you pump blood red pain into my veins.»
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Letter to S.
I check my email at least 10 times a day. It’s the first thing I do when I get home from school, and the last one before going to sleep. But your last message dates back to a month ago. I check your blog and your twitter at least once a day, even though I read all the posts in my dashboard anyway, to make sure that I haven’t missed it for some strange reason. But your last blog post...
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The Story Of A Girl (Pt. 26)
(Part 1 -…- Part 5 -…- Part 10 - … - Part 15 - Part 16 - Part 17 - Part 18 - Part 19 - Part 20 - Part 21 - Part 22 - Part 23 - Part 24 - Part 25)
The girl heard the echo of that mute voice all the time, and to hide in memories of the past didn’t change a thing. That red thread chained her to that absence. Every step the savior took was a step without her, for too many steps had already been...
I'm back...
but I’m afraid. I’m afraid of writing. And then, what’s the use of me writing anyway? Go read someone else, they’ll surely be better than me. (like him) I don’t even know if I’m able to write anymore…
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The Story Of A Girl (Pt. 25)
(Part 1 -…- Part 5 -…- Part 10 - … - Part 15 - Part 16 - Part 17 - Part 18 - Part 19 - Part 20 - Part 21 - Part 22 - Part 23 - Part 24)
She didn’t love the cub. But there was more: the cub didn’t really love her either, although the error was unconscious. All the cub was able to do was cover up infected wounds, knowing nothing but her fur, caressing nothing but her fur. It was foolish...
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Scent
For a moment, I was paralyzed. Your subtle comeback was completely unexpected. Can you believe this jacket still smells like you? I never put it after that time when you borrowed it without even asking, as you used to do. In that very moment, I saw you in front of me, just like then. But I didn’t even have time to rejoice, for you were gone the next instant. It was like re-living everything...
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The Story Of A Girl (Pt. 24)
(Part 1 -…- Part 5 -…- Part 10 - … - Part 15 - Part 16 - Part 17 - Part 18 - Part 19 - Part 20 - Part 21 - Part 22 - Part 23)
The dog had been wandering around, alone, for an entire year before meeting the cub. The time they spent together was short, intense, delighted and terribly wrong. It was an error she struggled to see at first. All that seemed to matter was that she was not alone anymore....
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The Story Of A Girl (Pt. 23)
(Part 1 -…- Part 5 -…- Part 10 - … - Part 15 - Part 16 - Part 17 - Part 18 - Part 19 - Part 20 - Part 21 - Part 22)
The steps and the voice were still far, and she could only hear them through the red thread that connected the girl and the invisible savior. But, if that mute voice and those invisible steps were back for her, she could not know. She could only wonder and keep her faith strong. All...
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Flowers
Her pen amplified the trembling of her hand. But she was not writing. She was staring at the horizontal lines that should have hosted her words, and every bit of white space frightened her heart. There should have been inked flowers decorating those infinite landscapes of white grass. Infinites to fill. Her curse. Every hesitation might have meant that no more flowers would have been born. She...
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The Story Of A Girl (Pt. 22)
(Part 1 -…- Part 5 -…- Part 10 - … - Part 15 - Part 16 - Part 17 - Part 18 - Part 19 - Part 20 - Part 21)
Hopes of return were starting to fade, but her faith was stronger. For all the faith she had never had in any kind of divinity, she had in her savior. Doubt, jealousy, not even her feeling useless could destroy her faith so easily. As for her hopes, they were shattered. But the reason...
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Clinic For Dolls
Among the stars there is a place to where my heart always returns. There, I always have some time to heal every wound. There is such a place, my own little space. I will sleep in safe arms. Like inspiration, out of nowhere, you changed the world I knew.
Love’s gone away, ultimately slain. Not enough warmth… Why? Why? Why? Why?!! I keep asking why… I thought you said it’s for the...